Monday, April 27, 2009

I let out my..

last sigh in the hall just as the paper was being collected from me..
" It is finished "

*super long post*
Somehow it didn't feel as though I've completed my 4 years.. yea man.. 4 years. The weight of accomplishment somehow hasn't really sank in.. perhaps because i still have to bind my thesis and tie up the remaining few last ends.

This last paper has to be the most unprepared I've ever been in the history of my 4 years.. guess it goes to prove there's always something new to experience eh ;P

When the crew went ahead with the final gig in PBBC without me on the 29th, i felt kinda sad cos i thought that would be that. 1 of my great regrets was not serving enough in PBBC.. but guess what i signed up for the church camp which was held on the weekend before my final paper.

Guess the gig on the 29th wasn't really the last gig after all~ was still on the worship team for the 3 sessions and i guess we had a great time in worship and in practice. So i guess for me personally the 3rd PBBC Family camp was my last gig for them and it felt like a good closure to me for this 4 years i had with the church.

I can't remember the last time i played until i sweat.. seriously.. the spot i stood in was under the spot light and the front of the hall no air-con 1 -_-

Of course after coming back from the camp i was so exhausted i slept till 5... then remembered that J asked me to call her for dinner.. so called NS,frog,EE,SL too. Came back and tried to study...but fell asleep until 10.. wake up and study till 5.. wake up at 7.30am.. body felt like giving up but i knew i had to pass this paper..

Target 2 question can d.. enough to pass? 12 hours study can pass a paper ar? hope so.. as long as i don't go to Holland.. Malaysia Boleh!! Felt like a champions league final... need to score 2 goals.. draw also good enough.. if get a third goal means bonus liao.

now i'm supposed to go to pay my sleep debt but still awake..alive ..and kicking


~cheers~

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